Times have certainly changed. I used to feel a great urgency to finish my various projects, but no longer. If the day or night do not offer me time to sit and work for a while, I just shrug my shoulders and wander on. All the urgency I once felt has left me. Perhaps it is the knowledge that I shall take none of it with me when I’m gone. Perhaps it is the realisation that they were just fillers for a gap that has now been filled. Or perhaps it is just the seasonal melancholy that returns with every winter. Shug. Sigh.
Last modified: 29 December 2010
