Mostly I’m unconcerned that I have no influence on the world around me. I can function perfectly well in most situations, especially as my day to day life does not demand significant interaction with others. But every now and then, when attempting to assert myself, I feel I have no control at all, which causes intense frustration. I might as well be a stone. Perhaps that’s all I am. And, right now, I’m sinking to the bottom of the lake. I feel powerless. I always have.
Last modified: 30 September 2022
