hold on to the rope of Allah, truly His is thehand hold that never breaks. his promise is true and to Him is the end of all journies. lose not heart nor fall into despair verily His Mercy overcomes His wrath and His forgiveness is bigger than your sin and He is the most generous and the rich owner of all things and He loves to bestow on us and answer our dua. He has created us weak and prone to error but also capable of being strong, just and compassionate: all of the sons of Adam are sinners and the best of sinners are the repenters. Allah loves those who realise they have sinned and regret that -regret that is a hallmark of iman in Allah.
Hold on my brother, Allah loves you; dont let shaitan deceive you.