As RasulAllah, may Allah’s blessings be upon him, said:

“Every son of Adam is a sinner but the best of the sinners are the Tawwabeen (The Repenters).”

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“Allah is more overjoyed with the repentance of one of you, than you would be if you had lost your camel in the desert and then found it suddenly (some time later) making you cry out (in delirious joy) ‘O Allah I am your Lord and you are my servant!’”

I have no hope in what my deeds amount to but all hope and expectation in the Mercy and forgiveness of Ar-Rahman, Al-Kareem, Al-Wudood, rabbee wa rabbukum.

In kindred-ness from another of the seekers of the Rahmah of Ar-Rahman.